Jed265
Originally uploaded by kbuckley69
Look how cute he was. Such a sweet boy.
Mom didn't get the lunch lady job but she did get a job as a sub. I think she just fills in anywhere they need someone. Today she was an aide in a classroom. The child she was an aide to threatened that if mom didn't do everything the child wanted she would tell the office she was bad at the job. Mom told her well it would be the first time....the kid got what you can call "intro to mommo 101". It is the no BS zone!!
Today a guy at work brought hot dogs and chili dogs and stuff from some hot dog place. The whole dept smelled like onions..yuck. I was standing there thinking...I can always get Jed to eat a bite of a hot dog, think I'll stop and get some and make them on the grill for him.....I hate those moments. I just want to sit right down on the floor and cry. BUT it's very dirty, everyone would feel very awkward , and it wouldn't make anything any better....so I just keep working. Working with that horrible reality eating me up. What else can I do? Nothing can fix it, I just have to live with it. We all just have to live with it. I miss my son.
I came home today with the intention of registering for a summer night class..American Government....but I cannot find my paper with my password for our employee website so I cannot request a voucher...which means I cannot register today. Hopefully tomorrow I can find out how to get a new password. The class starts on May 10th.
Guess that's all for now.
Love you sweet potato. Missing you....so very much
Love J & K
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